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shhhhh⊠(repeated)
good mourning, rise and shine. (repeated)
weâre rocking and rolling all the way! (repeated)
death to america! (repeated!)
good mourningâŠ..
rise and shine.
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1, 2, 3, 4.
I got high standards,
Baby.
It will take a lot
to woo me.
Cuz I care a lot,
Baby.
Do you care for all
totally?
You do, huh?
Well tell me:
Do you care about homo sapien rights?
For all homo sapiens?
Child, elderly, LGBT-
What about non-homo sapiens?
[Unidentifiable, overlapping monologue]
CARE.
Yes Iâm an idealist.
But Iâm a realist.
Am I crazy?
For so much caring?
Maybe itâs a fantasy.
Maybe itâs all a dream.
Is it so crazy?
To want world peace a reality?
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Care Parts 1 & 2
05:31
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1
I care (repeated umpteenth times)
I care about you.
I care about myself.
Self-care.
I care about us.
All of us,
I care about the world,
I care about the universe.
2
Do you care? (repeated umpteenth times)
Do you care about yourself?
Do you care about me?
Do you care about her?
Do you care about him?
Do you care about them?
Do care about the stranger sitting next to you on the bus?
Do you care about family?
Do you care about friends?
Do you care about the world?
Do you care about the universe?
Who do you care for?
What do you care for?
3
Do we care? (repeated umpteenth times)
Do we care?
Do we say we care but do we really care?
What do we care about?
Who do we care about?
When do we care about?
Do we care about the past?
Do we care about the present?
Do we care about the future?
Did we once care but not anymore?
Do we care more than we did before?
How do we care?
Seriously.
Do you actually fucking care?
(1,2, you care about you)
Do you care about what he said?
(1,2,3, do you care about me?)
Do you care about what she said?
Do you care about what they said?
Do you care about what I said?
(1,2,3,4, and more?)
Do care about what she did?
(1,2, you care about you)
Do you care about what he did?
(1,2,3, do you care about me?)
Do you care about they did?
Do you care about I did?
(1,2,3,4, and more?)
Do you care about what she will say?
(1,2, you care about you)
Do you care about what he will say?
(1,2,3, do you care about me?)
Do you care about what they will say?
Do you care about what I will say?
(1,2,3,4, and more?)
If you wonât listen to me,
(1,2, you care about you)
If you wonât listen to him.
(1,2,3, do you care about me?)
If you wonât listen to her,
(1,2,3,4, and more?)
If you wonât listen to them,
(1,2, you care about you)
Then the truth is,
(1,2,3, do you care about me?)
You donât fucking care about any of us ("us" repeated umpteenth times)
(1,2,3,4, and more?)
2 syllables: I care.
("Do you give a fuck? How many fucks do you give? I give plenty. But I donât think too many"- repeated umpteenth times)
I care. How many times do I gotta say that until you believe me?
Do you care about me?
I care, I care, I CARE.
I fucking love you.
The woes of being sentient.
Mmmmmmmm
Did you care to ask my pronouns?
Oh,
Thatâs right,
You did on the first day of class
Of the new semester.
Why
Would you ask
If you wouldnât use them?
Donât you think it seems counterintuitive
To inclusivity?
Look
If you donât care
I wonât take too much offense.
If at least youâre just honest to me.
Do you care
To tell the truth
And nothing but the truth to us?
Itâs all I ask of you.
Can you do that for me?
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John: i gave you a toothbrush.
you said thank you.
it is so easy.
but you make it so hard.
i have no malintent
i love you.
itâs a toothbrush.
i have a plethora of toothbrushes.
i know it was dream.
accepting oral instruments is not your thing.
i gave you a toothbrush.
you said thank you.
it is so easy.
but you made it so hard.
i never had any malintent.
i always loved you.
it is a toothbrush.
i have a plethora of toothbrushes, still.
i think I know it was dream.
accepting oral instruments was never your thing.
Jasmine: your breath smell exactly like your ass,
it smells like shit.
hot, boiled, port-a-potty shit.
John: i gave you a toothbrush.
Jasmine: i need all drag queens, all performers
John: you said thank you.
Jasmine: i donât give a damn who you are- whether you perform or not-
John: it is sooooooooo easy.
Jasmine: and if you smoke cigarettes-
John: but you always made it so hard!
Jasmine: kiki- girl you canât kiki me with your breath smelling like hot ass shit.
John: i have no malintent⊠i love you⊠it is a toothbrush! i have a pleathora of toothbrushes still!
Jasmine: âhi jasmine- da-da-da-da-da!â and iâm like girl, iâm only saying this, iâm not being rude so imma pull you aside
John: i know it was a dream. accepting oral instruments was not, was never, your dream.
Jasmine: you donât taste that?
John: itâs okay.
Jasmine: you gotta taste it-
John: are you traveling?
Jasmine: your fucking breath-
John: youâve had a travel for what? months? years?
Jasmine: you donât taste that lil funny taste in there?
John: itâs okay.
Jasmine: you gotta taste it cuz I smell a hot, boiled-
John: justâŠ
Jasmine: port-a-potty-
John: brush your damn teeth! is it so hard to brush twice a day! iâm not even asking you to floss- itâs okay- or rinse your mouth with mouthwash- itâs okay, itâs okay!
Jasmine: some type of listerine (repeated)
John : BRUSH YOUR DAMN TEETH! (Repeated)
so fresh fresh, so clean clean (repeated)
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John: I feel uncomfortable by your remarks and temper. We don't have to argue. I prefer discussion. I feel you are not hearing all that I am saying. Only bits and pieces. I am not sure if I am miscommunicating or you are misunderstanding. We are human. We feel. Anger is a part of the human experience. I get it. Let's talk through our feelings together. Shall we talk another time?
Demi: Iâm about to beat this bitch up.
John: Your remarks and anger. We have to argue. Youâre not hearing all that I am saying. You are misunderstanding. Letâs talk.
Christian: Kick your fucking ass! I want you off the fucking set you prick!
Shane: Christian, I'm sorry.
Christian: No, don't just be sorry, think for one fucking second. What the fuck are you doing? Are you professional or not?
Shane: Yes I am.
Christian: Do I fucking walk around and- No, shut the fuck up Bruce! No! No! Don't shut me up! Am I going to walk around and rip your fucking lights down, in the middle of a scene? Then why the fuck are you walking right through ah-da-uh-da-ah like this in the background. What the fuck is it with you? What don't you fucking understand? You got any fucking idea about, hey, it's fucking distracting having somebody walking up behind Bryce in the middle of the fucking scene? Give me a fucking answer! What don't you get about it?
Shane: I was looking at the light.
Christian: Oh, good for you, and how was it? I hope it was fucking good, because it's useless now, isn't it? Fuck-sake man, you're amateur.
John: Conversation? Confrontation. Discuss? Disagree.
Christian: Stay off the fucking set man. For fuck-sake. Alright, let's go again. Let's not take a fucking minute, let's go again. And letâs not have you fucking walking in! Can I have Tom put this on please? You're unbelievable, you're un-fuckking-believable. Number of times you're strolling and fucking around in the background. I've never had a DP behave like this. You don't fucking understand what it's like working with actors, that's what that is. That's what that is man, I'm telling you. I'm not asking, I'm telling you. You wouldn't have done that otherwise. I'm going to fucking kick your fucking ass- ass- ass- ass- ass- I'm going to fucking kick your fucking ass! Iâm gonna go, you want me to go trash your lights? Do you want me to fucking trash them? Then why are you trashing my scene? You are trashing my scene! You do it one more fucking time and I ain't walking on this set if you're still hired. I'm fucking serious. You're a nice guy. You're a nice guy, but that don't fucking cut it when you're bullshitting and fucking around like this on set. Yeah you might get it, you might, but he (does not get it) [18x] Seriously man, you and me, we're fucking done.
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The first and only time we talked,
you said u had two sons.
Then I went on your facebook and saw,
y'all don't keep in touch.
I knew from the moment we met,
problems at home I was sure.
But to see your place abandoned...
No use for a cure.
Do u hav a mother?
Or did u hav a mommy, mama, or mom?
Did u hav someone?
Did u hav anyone?
To call on when it got tough?
I'll never know much about u.
I now kno u went thru it too.
Maybe it's too late too say,
but ur welcome at my place any day.
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Mom-
Red beans and rice.
Red beans and rice.
I'm gonna (cough)
johnni-
(laughs)
Mom-
Do that!
Alright.
Red beans and rice.
Red beans and rice.
I'm gonna get me some red beans and rice.
That's the song.
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Earnest: Papa was a rolling stone, yeah yeah.
Wherever he laid his hat was his home.
Dianna: And when he died-
Earnest: All he left us [indistinguishable] (Repeated)
John: Where are the others? (Repeated)
Did you say he left us alone?
You did leave us alone.
I feel alone.
Iâm still here.
Where are you? (Repeated)
Dianna: And when he died- (Repeated)
John: It doesnât make sense, logically.
You shouldnât have died.
It shouldâve been⊠me, who died.
A long, long time, ago.
When I was stupid and you helped to save me.
Earnest: Papa was a rolling stone, yeah yeah.
Wherever he laid his hat was his home. (Repeated)
John: Well I wasnât stupid, I was sick.
And I appreciate you and mom [indistinguishable]
And I know I canât diagnose you now but⊠were you sick?
I start to think that sometimes and if you were⊠you were.
I know⊠but did you know?
Itâs very possible that you didnât.
[indistinguishable] done something?
But you were a rolling stone, yeah yeah.
Wherever you laid your hat was your home.
Home feels a lot different without you.
I know we live in a lot of homes in my lifetime with youâŠ
But wherever we were it always felt like home with you.
You had such a strong presence.
And yes, you know, Mom loves her decorating so she makes our apartment homey.
But itâs still not the same without you.
Earnest: Where did she go? [indistinguishable] Sheâs looking for her stuff, sheâs lost, and half the time Iâm looking for her.
John: You spent so much time worrying about Mom, and me, and Lawrence, and the whole familyâŠ
Now I look back of how much time did you worry about yourself.
Should I have worried more about you?
And⊠now itâs all in the past, but,
I want you to know that, you know⊠weâll be fine. Weâll be okay.
And, you know, IâŠ
I think that not being able to talk to you anymore is probably the worstâŠ
Thing about itâŠ
And I donât know where you areâŠ
I donât know if youâve gone on to the, into the next life
Or if youâre still here but umâŠ
Weâll be okay. Sorry, uh, weâll be okay. Weâll be fine.
Weâre still here.
And maybe you are too.
Or maybe youâve moved on and⊠thatâs okay.
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maria, uhhh can i get the aux cord?
of course, lawrence.
you know, in the past 21 years or so of us being siblings,
youâve introduced me to a number of bands and artists on car rides
through you playing music through the aux cord.
so of course. you get the aux cord.
you get the aux, you get the aux cord. (Repeated)
i love your style, i love your taste.
so of course your music, you can play. (Repeated)
of course you get the aux cord (repeated)
lawrence you can totally get the aux cord.
here take the aux cord.
take the aux cord.
take it! take it! letâs jam in this car.
LETS GOOOOO.
blast those motherfucking bops dude!
hit it!
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10. |
I <3 U
02:09
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I do not have to explain myself.
Especially to someone with a wall,
so high,
so thick,
that it's useless
You don't need to hear
You don't need to see
You need to feel.
I think,
you should feel.
You are your own person.
I will not tell you what to do.
Frankly,
you are choosing to be ignorant.
I cannot change you.
I stopped caring
I stopped sharing
cuz what's the use?
If you won't care,
I might as well be silent.
Silent. Yes, you silenced me but you did not know I could be strong silent too.
I know I am beautiful
I know I am kind
I know I am talented
And you know that too.
Is that why you pushed me to the side.
I don't want you anymore.
No.
I do not need you-
at all
-anymore.
I am not mad.
I love myself.
And I love you.
So,
God bless you.
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